Just tonight, I realized my mission. I have a daughter who is 18, and I have never actually met her in person (long story) and when she was 16, she found me on myspace!
She was depressed at the time, and I was so happy to be there...if even if only on the internet and over the telephone. It was wonderful to know my daughter thought about me, and sought me out and FOUND ME! I have never been given the chance to actually be in her life, and I have always wanted to be! She is in Ohio also, and at the time she found me I was living in Vermont.....and I was also very depressed. She gave me strength, and a reason to get myself together...and I moved back to Ohio to meet her.
Unfortunately after I got here, it was very hard to find a job, and it took me a while to get back on my feet. Her myspace profile is now un-visited...and I call her number, and it's disconnected....and I write her mom and get a nasty message about my daughter knowing that I'm "not really her father"...and now I have lost all contact with her. Life can be so unfair sometimes....
Well....I am going to try to get back in contact with my daughter some how, and I am going to introduce her to her REAL grand-mother...and great-grandmother!
I can't think of a more noble quest!
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